Life has no excuse. Whatever what happened in the past, it was past. You can start from ZERO. Don't waste your time and energy now. It is the moment to move forward. Everybody has the story, not just you.
What kind of life, do you want now? what can you create now? Just do something good for your life. Set up the plan, take action, and move forward. Be gentle and kind to yourself. Just cherish yourself and love yourself!
From now and this moment! Chose trust! chose trust the UNIVERSE. Nothing is more important than this. Be capable for yourself. Be perseverance to yourself!